"For more than 12 years I was what you can call a wild child.
Alcohol, cigarettes and sex were a part of my natural life-style.
I can say that I did everything possible.
I took the birth control pill from age of seventeen and thought myself to be quiet dominant cause made my sexual partners use condoms when I was off the pill.
It all made sense then. I owned my body and my own pleasures.
It helped me become a confident adult who knows what she likes and does not like, and is not afraid to say so.
In my late twenties I found the perfect partner. He knew everything about me.. and was just a carbon copy of me. After an amazing courtship period, we got married.
For years we kept trying to conceive.
It all came down crushing when my gynaecologist told me I was suffering from female type of infertility.
My early life-style was found to be one of the causes for the same.
Today we are contemplating Surrogacy, but the idea of someone else carrying and giving birth to my child still gives me nightmares.
I do secretly wish I had been more careful in my early age, I could bear my own child today."
- Anita
- B.M.I.
Alcohol, cigarettes and sex were a part of my natural life-style.
I can say that I did everything possible.
I took the birth control pill from age of seventeen and thought myself to be quiet dominant cause made my sexual partners use condoms when I was off the pill.
It all made sense then. I owned my body and my own pleasures.
It helped me become a confident adult who knows what she likes and does not like, and is not afraid to say so.
In my late twenties I found the perfect partner. He knew everything about me.. and was just a carbon copy of me. After an amazing courtship period, we got married.
For years we kept trying to conceive.
It all came down crushing when my gynaecologist told me I was suffering from female type of infertility.
My early life-style was found to be one of the causes for the same.
Today we are contemplating Surrogacy, but the idea of someone else carrying and giving birth to my child still gives me nightmares.
I do secretly wish I had been more careful in my early age, I could bear my own child today."
- Anita
- B.M.I.
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